I got it!!!!!!!!
I finally know why I did not stumble and fall where others who were much greater than I had.
I doubt I will be able to explain it, but there is a chasm seperating man's ability to understand. The best way to explain it, although it feels like a chasm where the ground just drops out from under your feet, it is understood better as a fledgling learning to fly. All is safe and secure in the nest under mother's watchful care. Every need is met and a great admiration grows. This is like us learning about reality from our homes/parents. Birds are designed to fly and the day comes when each must become like their parent. The bird gets pushed out to a death or flying. This is like the way men understand things. Everything made sense in mother's nest and the way she saw it, but that isn't helping me now!
Some of us realize who we are and who we must become independent of what those around us do, but some perish quickly, the worst fate is those who scramble back to safety and blame their failure to become to believing they could fly in the first place, and they refuse to believe who they are, or acknowledge it. And no matter what you say, if the person does not believe in themselves, they will find comfort in what is safe, maybe even excel and if that is hsppiness to them, let them? But, that happiness fails to reach it's potential!
I realized this because I was listening to sensible gospel truths, and I sorta feel like something is Santa Clausish, maybe it is fir my good and happiness, but it is not the whole truth sort of thing. It is important to know that mortality does not represent life in entirety, sort of like we do not comprehend things entirely, but we have the potential to.
It feels like I could not possibly understand even a portion of what anyone could make sense out of on earth, anyway, but it is finite. We are not. Like that little bird, we must learn to fly if we are ever to reach our potential.
Oh, that and that sex is not love. It is more of a art form or way to create. Yes, I bet the most important creation but, like any recipe or pattern it may or may not ever equal the original.
