This morning I was thinking about how I have always struggled with establishing legitimacy. The golden rule seems ideal for me so I decided that it must be an issue like the one that keeps communism from working.
Then I started to think about how fortunate I have been with my children to get to play the role of good cop cause I do better being a friend or rewarding than punishing, like all of my opportunities for leadership.
As for me I always obeyed rules, just cause. If my parents or teachers told me to do something I did. I never needed a reason. I only remember one time my dad rescued me from the monster ghosts in my bedroom at night and he picked me up and flexed his arm and asked me to feel that muscle and know that he would never let any of the monsters get me.
So, that established my concepts that men needed to provide security and my legitimacy comes from their strength.
So what does Sephiroth have to do with it? Well, it starts with a Nickelback song. I liked the song because it suggests that when men fight for you the last one standing is the fittest. I like that. And well, when I want to be in love I watch Sephiroth because he is the most fit man in the world, and is extremely handsome. Really, I think he is attractive because of the fear he invokes in his foes. I want him on my side.
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